I'm doing the Master Cleanse right now.
That means that instead of distracting myself with eating, I'm having to actually deal with my feelings.
I didn't realize how often I'd reach for something to eat or drink to numb myself.
Now that the drug is gone, the emotions come. And I feel them. And sometimes they burn through me with intense searing pain, like a fever. I think it hurts because I'm not used to feeling them so acutely and there is
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